Just got tired of the bullshit associated with www.livejournal.com. I mean, the only reason I have a livejournal anymore is so I can download things, which in itself is quite the sad statement.
There once was a time when my livejournal was the outlet for my many thoughts and feelings, but somewhere along the line it stopped being fun and stopped being about the person and more about how many friends somebody had, what communities you were a part of, what fic you wrote, who you knew and how many icons you'd made or conventions you'd bankrupted yourself or your parents to attend.
I simply want a place to write about what's going in my life without worrying about who is or isn't reading it and what sort of responses I might get. That's not what blogging is about or it shouldn't be, but it is for so many people on Livejournal. It's a non stop popularity contest, an endless race to get to the finish line before everybody else and it just feels... empty and pointless.
So to start this new blog off I'll list a couple things that are currently bugging the hell out of me:
- My lack of writer fuu - it just decided to up and leave the building, which is rather annoying considering I love writing and it sucks that I can't do it at the moment.
- Work. Enough said.
- Emo - it's trying to get me, oh yes.
- Sickness - I dislike having this cold and this very annoying cough, I wish it would just get lost already.
- Money - Bleurgh.
- The weather - We've just lost 1 hour of sleep for the "summertime", but you know what it's done since we changed the clocks? Rained.
- Not sleeping well.
Also, my mother? Needs to stop being so demanding. All the time. It's exhausting. Also she's being really rude at the moment, which is really beginning to piss me off. Big time.
Thankfully I have therauptic games like Mass Effect and the godforsaken Final Fantasy 13 to take my frustrations out, even if my new crew in Mass Effect need to grow a sense of humour.
So, here's hoping this blog works out better than my last one!
